Wednesday, April 20, 2011

depression hurts and I doubt cymbalta can help LOL

depression hurts..... (and I doubt cymbalta can help LOL)

i feel anxious sad confused irrational lonely - even tho’ i live with the man i love-
i feel overwhelmed with emotion and can’t make up my mind about what to do about it

mostly, i’m worried that i’ll never be what god intended me to be - and i fight this every day

am i sad about life in general ? yes, but not every single day....sometimes i have sparks of hope -for humanity, for our world, for what we’ve become, for what we could be, for what i dream life could be....for my part in making the world a better place....
am i sad about what my life has become? yes, because i can’t even answer that truthfully, i don’t know what I’m supposed to be, and time is slipping away faster everyday...
what has my life become? i don’t even know........
i don’t know what i’m doing, or where i’m going in my life--and i feel i’m wasting what precious little time i have...

we are only here for a moment in the scheme of it all

and i get even more depressed thinking about what i should be doing instead of actually doing something about it
and getting more confused about it the longer i dwell on it
does anyone else feel this way?

are we all just wandering around in the dark -yearning for a ray of light- hoping that god will come and save us from this dismal truth? but is that really the truth? what is the truth, really?
do we even know?

i look out my window and see nothing but beauty.....
butterflies, birds, trees, sun shining, flowers ...all to his beauty and still i do not feel happy
how could that be?
i am so blessed to have this beauty around me, a place to live, food to eat, a man that loves me with all his heart....and yet, i still feel this emptiness.....
begging god to give me relief from myself

i am my own worst enemy

Temperament Tasties playlist;

Lyrics | MGMT lyrics - Kids lyrics

vous êtes si beau!
lei è così bello!
es tan hermoso!
Вы настолько красивы!
Sie sind so schön!
Είστε τόσο ωραία!
Te olyan szép!
du är så vacker!
आप इतने सुंदर!

you are so beautiful!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Humans Are Free: Italian Woman Abduction Plus Reticulan Fetus Abort...

Wow...this is really something!
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